Fear will NOT stop me

My desire to have a baby outweighs my fear of having another miscarriage, BUT that doesn't mean I'm not terrified.

Do I want to go through it all again? Do I want to experience another loss?

No, of course not, but it's the risk I have to take.

I won't know what will happen unless I try.

Up until recently, I've been protecting myself by saying, "but if it doesn't work, I'll be ok no matter what".

I've realized that in saying that I'm already projecting the possibility that it won't work.

What I need is to believe that I can & WILL have a baby.

So I've been practicing saying,

"This is going to work! No buts."

Because I feel like I wholeheartedly NEED TO BELIEVE.

I need to believe in my faith.

I need to believe in my body.

And most importantly, I need to believe in my baby.

I'm not giving up on you baby, please hurry.

We are waiting for you.

Sending you strength & courage to help you BELIEVE!