Life > Loss

I had forgot how excited I used to be about just LIVING LIFE!

I used to be carefree & spontaneous.

One time in my 20s me & one of my besties bought a one way ticket to Europe with very little planned. We traveled for over a month through 8 different countries & 17 cities... just deciding day by day what we would do & where we would go next.

That trip created a since of self confidence & an "I can do ANYTHING" attitude within me.

I say this humbly, but I've always been a strong, determined, make my own dreams come true, so I get what I want woman... and then I started trying to make a baby with my husband and for the 1st time ever, I feel completely HELPLESS.

It doesn't matter what I do

How hard I try

Or how bad I want it...

There are no guarantees!

So some how, some where in the midst of all the struggles to start a "family" I had forgotten how much I enjoy LIVING.

Our trip to Cabo this weekend allowed us to reconnect to each other & maybe even more importantly for me to reconnect to MYSELF.

I was reminded that there is still so much to live for no matter what happens or DOESN'T happen.