Life > Loss
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I had forgot how excited I used to be about just LIVING LIFE!
I used to be carefree & spontaneous.
One time in my 20s me & one of my besties bought a one way ticket to Europe with very little planned. We traveled for over a month through 8 different countries & 17 cities... just deciding day by day what we would do & where we would go next.
That trip created a since of self confidence & an "I can do ANYTHING" attitude within me.
I say this humbly, but I've always been a strong, determined, make my own dreams come true, so I get what I want woman... and then I started trying to make a baby with my husband and for the 1st time ever, I feel completely HELPLESS.
It doesn't matter what I do
How hard I try
Or how bad I want it...
There are no guarantees!
So some how, some where in the midst of all the struggles to start a "family" I had forgotten how much I enjoy LIVING.
Our trip to Cabo this weekend allowed us to reconnect to each other & maybe even more importantly for me to reconnect to MYSELF.
I was reminded that there is still so much to live for no matter what happens or DOESN'T happen.